Yesterday I had to leave work in a rush as I got a phone call @ 6:00pm from the person who was supposed to pick my daughter up from school by 6:00pm. She said she was lost driving around and I asked her if she had my daughter... she said no and I left without thinking twice afraid that my daughter would have been put to wait outside. In the end, we got to the school together, at the very same time. I just hugged and kissed my daughter and preferred not to even say anything as I was certainly not going to be any "kind"... I went home and fell asleep right away. But telling you what I did yesterday [whoever "you" are] is not the point...
The main motivation for this post is the message I found this morning on my g-chat from a true friend who I haven't seen ever since my last day in Santa Barbara, California, and with whom I have shared only meaningful conversations and joyful moments. She is one of those with whom it does not matter how long it has been since you haven't seen each other or talked, it is Always the Very Same Postive Energy; believe it or not, even when talking about "sad" things, the great sense of humor is just There! Thus, I write this post in English and I dedicate it to her.
The whole point is the message I found, which is as follows:
"A: are you still working? i need to talk [Sent at 5:49 PM on Monday]
A: anyways
when you get a chance to read this dont worry
nothing wrong
except that I fell in love!
all over again with the first crush in my life
have not seen him in 16yrs and he has no idea i am trying to play it cool but i cant eat, drink...nothing
...but dream....
cant wait to talk to you
kisses [Sent at 6:26 PM on Monday]"
I am fortunate to know very much about this person, who has a Beautiful Mind and only positive Feelings.
Life is just ironic like this... often times it treat us as its "toys", forcing us to pursue different paths that drive us completely away from the ones we [trully?] love. And I ask myself, I try to imagine, in 16 years, how many joyful moments could have been shared together? Well, but for my lovely friend that is not the point anymore, the POINT is that she has encountered it again, Love is what I am talking about. And knowing my friend as well as I do, I have no doubt she knows Very Well what "Love" means.
I am Happy for You, Ljubavi! I just hope it won't take me that long to encounter it again...
I miss you, as you know, and Love you, Trully! Many Kisses and Hugs from Overseas!!!
Be Good and Be Happy, Ljubavi! And, Yes, Dream... Dream!!!!
D~
Ps: In the picture, my "estrupicinha" and I just this past Sunday, October 05, 2008. With Her, it is The Same Forever, That's for Sure!
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